Kyt is so busyyyyy. ;_________; Guh, I want to do nothing for twenty-four hours. Is that too much to ask? I'm tired mentally.

I'm still attempting to do NaNoWriMo, but I haven't even STARTED. and it's already the SEVENTH. I'm so awful at starting writing. -o- Once I get started it's easy, but I can never figure out where to begin. Besides, I'm busy.

Stole'd from

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RULES
☆ If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
☆ If you get 11-20, you are normal.
☆ If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
☆ People who don’t have any are full of crap.

I fear ...
[ ] black people (xDDDD FFFFFT WHY IS THIS THE VERY FIRST THING)
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others.
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights (Only if it's a place with no railing or walls, though.)
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants (..uh, scary?)
Total so far: 2

[ ] being touched ()
[ ] fire if its in my house
[ ] deep deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 4

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] needles
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 7

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] scary movies
[x] poverty (It's like I'm living in a horror movie, btw. I'm going through new game withdrawal. It's been over two months, damnit.)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old
Total so far: 11

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] hair
[ ] Deer
Grand Total: 12

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Uh, needles was on there twice.
Apparently, some person in this wide world is terrified of flowers, hair, deer, silk, and going to heaven. _{and black people}

For SCIENCE.

Would you date a person if your preferred gender if (s)he was born the other gender? Assuming (s)he already had the surgery?

Like.. Say you like men. And you're going to ask a boy out, and you find out he used to be a woman. Would still ask him out?

(Or vice versa.)

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LOOKIT. IT'S HUEG. 314 GRAMS IS, LIKE 11 OUNCES. _{yeah i had to go to google and convert it to ounces because i have no idea how much a gram is. silly non-americans and your metric system.}
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See? Picture. Huuuueg. And it's silly, because imo the fat DS is already giant and unweildy and awkward to hold, but apparently old people who can't see for shit want a hueg one. And apparently old people who can't see for shit are an important demographic for video games now.

I'mma try and do NaNoWriMo this month. : D;; I know I won't finish up, but hey, it's a goal.

I haven't had any spending monies in a veryvery long time. D: Because I had to go to the doctor, and then my mom had to go to the dentist, and now we have to pay rent, and..ugh. And see, these things are all extremely important, so I'm not upset that they come first. And whenever my mom mentions it, she apologises and feels all bad, and I've told her not to because these things are important, but she still does. And I don't know what to do. ;-; I want her to understand that the little things I want really aren't important at all, and that we should continue to focus on what we need. But it looks like telling her that isn't having any effect.

Besides, she's working as hard as she can already. If it's anyone's fault we're broke, it's my dad's, since he won't even TRY to get a full-time job. >->

Meh. Kyt has new game withdrawal. -o-

I WAS SUPPOSED TO START WORKING THREE HOURS AGO LOL

I GOT DISTRACTED~ I'M A BAD PERSON~